Urgh I miss you :( trying to forget someone who once meant so much to you is so bloody hard and painful
My life has changed SO MUCH recently 😔
You know when you miss someone so much it physically hurts but you so badly want to stop yourself because they probably aren’t missing you at all… Yeah that
I know exactly what i want to wear as my birthday outfit but It’s whether I will look fat and also finding the perfect top. I want to wear a skater skirt and a crop top but I have a fat belly so we’ll see.
family: treats you like shit
family: constantly tells you how lazy and ungrateful you are
family: says that you'll never have a successful future
family: jokes around about things they know you're insecure about
family: scoffs and makes fun of you for the things you enjoy
family: are completely fucking surprised and offended that you don't like being around them and are eager to move out or get as far away as possible
Scared to start reading TFIOS because of how addicted and attached I got to Looking for Alaska. Just seen an extract from it and it looks soo sad.
I think the first few days after having to leave him are the hardest because I have an amazing time and then I have to leave him and crash back down to earth and normality. Can’t wait for the day we don’t need to say goodbye for too long.
Just left him and all I want to do is cry my eyes out
Cuddled next to my boy :).
[[MORE]] I’m so frustrated and upset and there’s nobody around here i can talk to because I don’t really want anyone to say ’I told you so’ or anything else. He told me he would tell me if he got his leave by Friday and now he’s not replying to any texts or anything. I just need to know so i have something to keep me going or so i can have a good cry and then...
Just had a really bad dream that he did’t get his leave approved and I woke up in tears. What is wrong with me ughh